The second brother always talks and walks in his sleep :/ :/

Even though A's are in a month's time,
I still wanna catch Eat, Pray, Love next week (Although I never got pass Italy)
Who wants to date me? (:

I'm afraid to write the dates on my worksheets because it keeps reminding me how close the A's are getting with each day that passes.
And it sure doesn't help much that I keep feeling so so tired every single day.

Undeniably, I'm scared,
of not making the grade again.
This really sucks, I wished I had more confidence.
But I just don't want to regret anything again.

Anyway I forgot to mention that I pretty much liked Adriel's sermon on Forgiveness last Sunday.
Not that I found it applicable at the point of time,
but it was really good.

On a more random note,
I think it's quite silly that I use a white correction fluid on my blue foolscap.
Getit? (:

Homed.

I'm getting really reliant on caffeine,
this is so not good.

I guess someday we'll know why Samson loved Delilah;

Honestly I'm so tired, but I'm not giving up just yet.
I know I can do this.
Press on Aileen.

Anyway the cats at the void deck are meowing like abandoned babies again,
this is so disturbing.

I just re-watched 13 going on 30 on the iPod,
used to be the favourite movie in Primary Six.
Hahaha.

Choc chip loaf with cream cheese. <3 <3 <3

Ballet class in the afternoon,
I'm not so sure if I should stop ballet :/
Seems to take up an awful lot of my time on Saturdays but I can't seem to do without it.

Dinnered with the Nathanael Yau.

The week's been pretty good except that I haven't been getting enough sleep lately,
I feel so so tired during class.

Need to start sleeping at 9.30pm again.
:D
That is life.

Dinnered with my S28 girls at Ikea on Tuesday to celebrate Jocelyn's birthday,
4$ Meatballs are made of win.

And I met up with ZARA (<3<3<3) yesterday,
heart talks with you are the best,
11years and counting.
I love you forever.

And it was like a little mini 4D gathering cos we met Myra at Frolick, Kelly studying at Coffee Bean, Brian Tan, Zijie and Chermaine vetting their IS and Natyau joined us to study.

Yet the feeling of guilt overwhelms me each time I find myself not studying,
detest this feeling,
hurry come and go Alevels.

And I actually did relatively fine for Preliminaries.
Once again, by nothing else but God's grace.

BEDTIME.

To expect everyone to be the same all the time is to buy into the myth that emotions don't matter and don't play a powerful role in who we are, affecting our very identity from moment to moment.

I love my songs in my iPod Video the best despite how old school they might be.

Anyway for the first time in a very very very very long time I went jogging this evening.
Hahah it sure felt really rejuvenating,
but I feel so freaking unfit now because I haven't done something like that in the longest time.

So adding on to my To-Do List after A's:
1. Get back my fitness and stamina.

FACT meet up yesterday was good (:
Have I ever mentioned how integral those girls are in my life?
Love them forever <3 <3

Orchard Central is actually quite a nice place to hang out at,
not the usual crowded shopping centre in town.
I'm not exactly a mondo fan of crowds.
Hahah.

So we had dinner at Spaghetti's and desserts at Fruit Paradise,
the tarts there are heavenly but sadly we didn't have a huge variety of flavours to choose from cos we went really late.
Nonetheless dinner and desserts were satisfying enough (:

Night out with Salad, Nathanael and Wenyao yesterday.
Dinnered at Chomp Chomp.
Affordable good food (:

Car ride to random places and ended up at West Coast Park.
Oh we had Swensens' Ice cream mooncake too,
I love the Durian flavor,
it's so good.
We shared a slice of Summer Berries cheese cake from McCafe.

No supper at Roti Prata house cos it was closed.
Hahaha sadly, no kosong ):

But nevertheless,
Good night, good company, good fun (:

Is two months really too much to ask for?
):

I uploaded a record of 7 albums within 12 hours onto Facebook,
(:
Yay now I feel so proud of myself
:D

Now I don't owe anybody albums,
except Xueting's birthday,
sorry dear, real soon.

Reminds self to get some Twinings Chamomile Honey and Vanilla tea tomorrow.

Hate blogging with the iTouch cos I got fat fingers,
spend three quarter the time going backwards than forward.
Boo.

Thought of the Night:
I can't decide if I like the word "If",
I think I like it because if sure opens up a whole lot of possibilities.

It's the September Holidays once again;
And me thinks Salad and Nathanael are gonna shun me like a plague.
Hahahahahah.

Anyway a couple of days back I was just craving for some Durian Snowskin Mooncake,
and to my delight I was greeted with some when I open the refrigerator today.
And y'know what's best?
It's Swensens' Durian Icecream Mooncake!
I don't know how it can get better than this
:D

Lunch at Tung Lok Seafood Restaurant at Paramount Hotel with the family.
Spent close to 300bucks.
Have I mentioned before that I'm sucha sucker for good food?
(:

Today I thought of something so out of my league.
But I'm actually contemplating doing it,
if it's even within my reach that it.
Ambitions, ambitions, ambitions.

Two more months, two more months, two more months,
study, study, study, study, study, study, study.
Got it.
(:

My face is peeling like crap now
):
Super uglyyyyyy.
Hahah.

Anyway it's been a pretty adventurous day,
filled with guilt too,
I know that I should be studying but somehow or another I just can't get down to it ):

First off I played Bridge with Alastair, David and Nathanael in the early afternoon.
And those guys are freaking funny and the way they communicate is epic.

Then I caught Step Up 3 with them and Glenn and Caleb and their friend,
and I must admit it was pretty awkward to a certain extent being the only girl around those guys.
Thankfully Kelly join us soon after.

Then dinnered with Salad, Caleb, David and Nathanael at PS.
Afterwhich, Caleb, Salad and I made our way down to Juls Pageant Bash at Zouk.
And it was quite insane because we got lost initially and poor salad had to throttle around her sprained ankle.

Then I stayed on to club with them at Phuture,
And I must admit it was actually quite fun.
Hahah so yes, my first time doing such an insane thing, especially considering that A's are so near.
):
Shoot me.

Oh dear, it's close to 5 and I just got home not to long ago.
):
This is so bad, brain says time for bed.
Good morning people of the world (: